What to do... but everything!

K, so I figured that I'd take Wednesday off since I'll be in class 3 days this week plus the Shamrock Run on Sunday. I was fighting off the cold everyone seems to be sharing, so I figured I'd take this evening to start on my interview, profile, acts of kindness, majors acts of kindness planning and seeing where I am on my numbers.

I feel sooooooo guilty for not being in class though. I know I'm sitting here journaling and I know I've been working on all the other stuff, but I always feel like I'm missing something. Like boot camp next week. I know it's happening but no details, so how do I know I'm ready for it?

The most difficult part of this process is self-doubt. I would love to be as confident as some of the others in our group... I have issues in that area, what can I say? :) I'm so confident in all other aspects of my life, but this is so out of my comfort zone that it throws me sometimes.

Outside of class: I'm grabbing the bull by the horns and shaking it, just to see what happens.

Inside of class: Not so much

I think it's the sweat. It's hard for me to be confident when my hair is matted by sweat, everything I'm wearing is soaked through with it, and I smell terrible. Until I started this, I lived by the idea that sweat was something best to be avoided. But the other side if the coin is that it's fun! I love it when we get into class... It's so hard and so exhausting, but we have a great time. Nothing can beat it. :)