If attitude is everything, I'm thinking that the stress of everything right now is effecting my focus on my attitude. I'm finding myself feeling very uptight for no real reason, once I stop and think about it. I'm starting to try and focus on one day at a time, since that seems to save my sanity.
On the up side, I finally broke my brick! It was one of the most successful feelings I've ever had and I was so proud of myself! My right hand just seemed to have too much of my brain connected to it (I'm right handed), and after 3 attempts at breaking the brick, the only thing I had to show for it was a sore hand.
So after some tears & pacing, I wanted to go back and try again, this time, with my left hand (not much of any other option, seeing as my right one was pretty much out of the running). I was hoping Kjn would let me, as I'd already told him I was calling it on night on breaking. Luckily, no one stopped me... In fact, Boy Sam walked me through how to come down through the brick & was a GREAT help in the whole process. The brick broke on the first try! I was so surprised that I just stood up and said, "It broke!".
I figured it broke because instead of using my right hand and thinking, "If I break this hand, I can't write until it heals", I was thinking about my left hand as, "Hey, if I mess this up, at least I can still write with my right hand!"
I guess attitude is everything. ;)
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