as some of you know, i'm going back to school. which is awesome and i'm looking forward to it.
but there are a few things that are needed...such as high school transcripts...which i don't really have. why? do you ask? well, i was home-schooled. I did the stuff, went to the classes, did the assignments, took the tests, and passed. but after a while, i THREW EVERYTHING AWAY. why? probably cause i got tired of all the paper everywhere, didn't know how to organize it (i'm not the most organized person) and threw it all away cause i got tired of moving it from one place to another just to move it again.
so now the only proof i have that i am educated is the books i still have that i read and studied, my art, and a lesson planner for each year of high school. that's it. one would think that the college courses i took in high school would be enough to prove that i did go to school and that i am educated. nope.
so here i am, in the middle of books, books, books, and more books. god help me if someone starts fire. it'd be screwed. in the mean time, i'm trying to describe the books, what i learned, figure out how to make transcripts, tearing my house apart trying to find proof of the work i did in high school, finding hardly anything. and all i want to do is break down and cry.
not only is this on the forefront of my mind, but there's also the requirements that i have yet to do, like those video journals, push ups, sit ups, projects, my best friend's bachelorette party that i planned that's this weekend, her wedding next weekend, finding scholarships, tuition reimbursement, loans, financial aid, interviews, profiles, finding a real job, creating an open form,
it's all so much. and for the record, yes, i gave in and cried.
i want to go running, but know that this mess will still be here, waiting for me.
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